Prince Harry says serving in the British Army in Afghanistan was the catalyst for him getting the help he needed to cope with his mother’s death.
Harry, who served on two front line tours, was filmed in conversation with Paralympic medal winner and former Invictus Games captain Dave Henson for Forces TV.
The Prince, who spent 10 years in the military, admitted that he has “plenty of issues” and had felt helpless at times.
But he said Afghanistan was the moment he realised he had to deal with his problems and the Invictus Games he set up for wounded service personnel had been “a sort of cure”.
“Going through Invictus and speaking to all the guys about their issues has really healed me and helped me.
“I’ve got plenty of issues but none of them really relate to Afghanistan, but Afghanistan was the thing that triggered everything else.
“Not to get too personal, if you lose your mum at the age of 12 then you’ve got to deal with it and the idea that …. 15, 17 years later I still hadn’t dealt with it, Afghan was the moment. I was like ‘right – deal with it’.”
Harry was recently praised for revealing he sought counselling as he confessed it was not until his late 20s that he processed his grief for Diana, Princess of Wales who was killed in a car crash in 1997.
“For me, Invictus has been a sort of cure for myself…There was many times in my early life and also many times in Afghan and coming back from Afghan when you actually feel helpless.”
He added: “Once I plucked my head out of the sand, post-Afghan.
“It had a huge, life changing moment for me as well – ‘Right, you are Prince Harry, you can do this, as long as you’re not a complete tit, then you’re gonna be able to get that support, because you’ve got the credibility of 10 years’ service and therefore, you can really make a difference’.”
Harry described how his own struggles had manifested themselves and said that recognising this meant he could help others.
“You can tell the signs in people…. in my case, suit and tie and every single time I was in any room with loads of people which is quite often, just pouring with sweat, heart beating bop, bop, bop, bop – literally like a washing machine – just like ‘oh my god get me out of here now. Oh hang on I can’t get out of here – I’ve got to just hide it’,” he said.
“You go through all that stuff and then you meet other lads who’ve had a similar journey … and you can help them and you can have a bit of banter…. Once they realise ‘Hang on I’m not the only person here – There are so many other people who have suffered and recovered – I’m going to go and sort this out and get help’.”
He stressed the importance of service personnel speaking to each other about their struggles before mental health problems snowball.
“You just need to be there for your mate and be a pair of ears and listen, and the most comforting thing to know is that person that you’re talking to has shared similar experiences. You’ve worn the same uniform.”
Describing his love of life in the forces, he added: “The military was the university of life. Afghanistan was the experience of your life.
“I’ve never met anyone now who can’t speak positively of their time in the military. Of course we had bad days but the good days far outweigh that.”
Harry said the servicemen and women taking part in the Invictus Games and were role models for his future children.
“These guys … are people who have literally sacrificed their lives and sacrificed body parts to serve their country and to be with their mates,” he said.
“Those are the role models that I want my kids to follow.”